If they rough you up in the evenin you’ll get em back by the mornin, why would you do this it’s so goddamn demeaning, yeah… Your lower back.
My third day of change has brought me to realize that Sunday was the first day of actual complete sobriety since 6th grade… Feels amazing.
It’s amazing how something you’ve been through a million times can have no effect on you when your eyes aren’t open. It’s so easy to believe that you’re not the one that causes your own problems and just keep chalking it up to the fact that the world is fucked. Eventually you just wake up to realize that the problem isn’t just some unfortunate reoccurrence, it’s you. There’s no problems that can’t be solved, but change needs to happen to truly fix them… No matter what you tell yourself about how you’re not gonna let it happen again or that you can avoid it, change has to happen. Change can’t happen unless you truly want it, so It’s unfortunate that it usually takes one big fuck-up to make that happen. Take heart in knowing that once you have that feeling you’re one step closer to becoming the person you truly want to be.
I literally just had a dragon shit on me…
The key is having complete control over your emotions- not giving a fuck when you don’t want to while pouring your entire heart and soul into something you deem worthy… BUT, equally important is the quality of being a good enough actor to put on a fake smile when you don’t give a fuck, and being able to say fuck off to someone you care about when they say or do something worthy of defection.
- Story of my psychopathy…
(Source: vanished, via bookoflonging)
You dance like a frog whenever you dance, your friends- they can’t stand you, nobody can; and I am afraid that the whole world is closer to moral foreclosure.